Friday, February 5, 2010

I DID NOT ASK FOR THIS!!!!!!

  • Ulcerative Colitis!
  • I did not ask for this!
  • This is something I inherited!
  • Do I want this? NO!!!
  • Do I have to go through this! Yes!

For some reason I have to live through this disease everyday of my life. I have to live with Bloody stools and cramping, and being doubled over in pain. I have to live with the fact that I have anywhere from 5 to 10 movements a day and I usually cant make it to the bathroom before I have an accident! I have to live with not being able to eat anything solid for weeks on end because my colon thinks that food is an enemy. My colon is basically eating itself up.

So please have patience with me! Please do not get mad at me if I cant do something you think I should be able to do! I am mad enough for us all! Please let me cry when I need to! I don't like this anymore than anyone else! I cant pretend I don't have it! Especially when I am going through a bout of this disease. I will try my best to take care of my family and make sure things get done. I know I am not the only one that has this. There is no cure for this! I have taken all kinds of medicine and supplements and NOTHING has worked! The only cure is to get rid of the colon, which for some people is not an option!


Sorry If offended anyone by posting this.